I learned a lot about myself since last November. One thing I learned is that I like primping better than Heterosexual sex but haven't decided whether I like guys better than woman, I know that I Love to get completely smooth. Like exfoliate and shave all of my hair off my body so that none is left at all except for my scalp, brows and lashes. I especially like the pubic area and the area around my asshole. I've been hairless as such for about 5 years. And most of the time, like now, I'm completely nude and love to rub myself, especially my Love meat, feeling my smoothness and gradually working up to an orgasm over time - maybe, days, weeks or even months.

But I know one thing, I really detest domineering men, those that want to be in control; that think they deserve to be in control; think that they are entitled to be in control and if you the woman don't like it, then fuck you as in ravishment, the cock as a weapon, so on and so forth. For guys like that? I'd like to strip them nude, force them down on their hands and knees tie their hands together behind their back and their feet at the ankles. Stick one of those ball gags in their mouth with the giant rubber band to hold it in place. Have someone Crisco their asshole and insert a series of butt plugs until the last one is enormous and all the while cuff them in the head not to hurt them but to drive them into such a frenzy that they'd want to kill me but can't; and then just leave them there. Not have sex with them and not even allow them the pleasure of licking my asshole.

The thing is I'm not into D/S, so what happened to me? power transfer? Damned if I know, I just don't like them and the world would be better off if they all died tomorrow. Hopefully I'll see their end before I die for they are doomed to evolve out of existence.

Another thing I learned is that I like to masturbate better than having ordinary sex. At least I think so since it's been so long. But I don't like the ordinary methods of arousal -e.g., pictures or erotica, per se, unless it is presented skillfully and artfully by an imaginative person I can communicate with; and as long as they aren't utterly disgusting in terms of physical filth, lack of manicure-pedicure or covered with bear hair I don't really care what they look like as long as (1) they are all of the foregoing and fit or (2) exceptionally sweet and have nice well cared for hands and feet.

Finding a person like this, that I could masturabte with on line would be truly fabulous and probably render my life complete in terms of thorough satisfaction.

Otherwise I'm into law. So when I'm not horny it's that OR music. My life is essentially devoted to dance but I don't really like to talk about it or present it unless I'm doing a show that I want people to see. So maybe I'll find someone here that will play with me. If not? Fuck it. I'm not going to look and I'm NOT going to work for it. I don't chase girls, what you, read and see, is what you get.