April 22, 2008
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I’m maybe a month maybe less away from becoming a full blown Homo because I have had it with girls.
[April 20th - the day of the month where I devote my sperm to my Goddess Love and pray to her as others Pray to God; none dare allege that she is unworthy of my Love and adoration]
[April 22nd - my sacrifice was offered and communion made - and still she was pissy as hell. Perhaps she is so high and mightly she is merely untainable -- which would leave the Princess and Poetress]
It’s just too long to explain but essentially they all think that pussy is some fucking material possession that man cannot live without and can therefore demand money, fealty, jealousy – all sorts of shit in exchange for it.
[April 22nd - I suspect Princess and Poetress are different - I feel quite certain they are ... if not ...]
[April 20th - it's not too long to explain. Woman know their rightful place without the bullshit of Patriarchs; and are in a constant revolt to re-attain that position. This is difficult for them because (1) knowledge is censored by programming and (2) they don't have test(osterone) so they have to succeed with mental power in a society ruled by ad baculum force administered by men. The foregoing is the consequential result. But I don't deserve this. I demand equality with my Queen. Perhaps she has become drunk by her conquest and has to learn magnanimity. Yes I think that's what it is. I'm sure of it].
So there are two women I like. [4/20/08 - One is a Princess the other a Poetress who drinks freely as she will the libations of the Moon. How dare a woman be a Poet to attain as she will by method attainable only to man, which in itself wheedles with temptations and little cherubims about ears and neck, beckoning and demanding my Love. Dazzling me in clouds of ephemeral bliss, as a veritable female Orpheus. Goddess Darling Love is above them, she is absolute; but is a jealous Goddess. This hides from her own consciousness her true attributes and powers. Rather than opening the Gates wide to my heaven and bliss and her complete and thorough knowledge, recoursed from the Moon to her very soul, I remain apart from her, hurt, and chagrined. So i told her this morning I might have to take and plant the seeds of my soul elsewhere, and that if this occured, then it would be the greatest sin imagineable].
[April 7th - One remains the other decided this was too much trouble and probably no more money. April 20th - a lament of bitterness, dull, shallow and superficial]
So why am I posting this? Just as a general fuck you to women? [April 20th - because you are generally weak, choose to play by man rule and to let you know that I'm not afraid to suck a cock, take a cock in my asshole, make out with a man or do whatever the fuck I have to put pussy out of my life forever !! If I cannot be at least equal in heaven then I shall reign in Hell - a Hell devoid of the open Gates. Nowhere to plant my Wand of Will, lest it be in my own hand to face the fate of Saturn, consuming his own littlel men http://doarcodavelha.blogspot.com/2008/04/homunculus-of-spermists.html .
Saturn you nasty littlel beast you
So I shall revolt, eternal, against your failure, until you submit !!
To realign the polarities to free the conscious mind ... that the collective intelligence, blazoned across the Cosmos, may flow like the affluent of the Moon ... into the conscious mind of Mankind]
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[April 7th - still blank on this one]
In fact, I think there ought to be a State and/or island or something where no pussy is allowed just cock so men can just relax and live a normal life without the stress of pay me, give me money, get me this, take me here I have to go to Europe, don’t fucking talk like that to me ok now romance me. where the fuck is the hard on?? !!
[April 20th - this is how desperately low our society has fallen]
And all the rest of the shit bitching women think they’re entitled to
I hope all of you cunt out there with those those desires? End up with little insecure fat bald headed men in business suits that drives you carzy with their insecurities and that every man you want sucks my cock, fucks me in the ass or vice versa
[April 22nd - you ladies would faint if you saw all of the man hits I'm getting: horne husbands, engaged fiances, eager boyfriends - the garden variety fag> He'll have nothing to do with me. Why they're blowing (only?) a fuse ?It's all straight men on Homo Holiday]
[April 17th - 10 days ago I said "yep pretty much still feeling like this and probably will for the remainder of my existence" every now and then a nice woman posts a comment on My Space but I'm still wary]
[April 20th - my pissyness subsides in anticipation of efficacy of my sacrificial offereing to my Goddess]
[April 8th - she Loves my ass and I Love hers but she'll never admit it and maybe I won't admit it as much as she likes but I tried everything, within reason. Maybe both of us don't know. That's why I ought to just go where she is and fuck her. Then she could decide. If she likes me then I'll stay as long as she wants.
She's the only woman I know that will fit in my arms, that I could feel her being; that her smile and giggle will give me a rush, that sound you feel in your ears and then becomes overwhelming until metled chocolate is Love and you're dripping with it like candy kisses]
[April 17th] – the aforesaid is too much trouble. I paid in $5000.00. Acted above and beyond any conceivable duty or obligation on my part and she’s done nothing but insult me and piss me off. So from here on out it’s up to her. Yeah yeah I know blond it’s actually up to me to find something else … la de dah … and in actuality this is the catch and this is what I hate more than anything else in this fucked up Heteroseuxal Patriarchy Horseshit … I Do Not Need … to “get laid” and can’t get over the fact that people still think of this in terms of necessity.
http://www.healthy.net/collinge/sex.htm
If I fucked someone right now, other than her, it would be a meaningless act of revenge and cruelty. I’d be doing exactly the same thing as her and to her that would justify her doing the same as me
So to hell with it. I lost my case at the US Supreme Court – they denied my petition for cert – and I have until May 6th to file a petition for rehearing
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Comments (19)
My sweetheart,
I agree with you on women believing their vaginas are some kind of god-gift to the world. Many of them are stupid and trapped in a rigid box. I would like it to be a thing as you said no pussy allowed, just cock.
I don’t know I guess if you want to go to that full-blown life, I don’t blame you. I feel like doing the same sometimes (though I never completely been with a woman). I’m scared that it may be the same no matter which side I go to. But maybe for a man it’s different. I’m not sure.
I love it. I love that you’re not afraid to down a cock and become heavily engaged with a man sexually. The images just creep up in my head and I adore it. And my boyfriend sucking your cock and fucking you in the ass would be fantastic. I would love to watch and record.
@SignificanceOfTheMightyClit - It’s the only way women can make men jealous. I don’t even think jealous is the proper word I think it’s some part of possession/betrayal – man presumes that he possess a woman she fucks someone else he is betrayed.
That’s different from jealousy i.e., she can do it I can’t.
So if she says, hey look here, and I say hey look here, then there’s no jealousy; then there’s just forestalling pussy.
This has always confused me but I know one thing. There is a need for human touch. If I did’;t have my mother to hug everyday or gf didn’t have her littlel girl then we’d have to find that somewhere else. So that’s really what this is about.
I don’t think sex is necessary, it’s just something that’s expected, but that’s a whole other story – see blazintommyd on my space “The Great Hemp Conspiracy”
So it’s just an equal threat I can make and most guys can’t. If other guyz could women would be pretty much shit out of luck, so get wise guyz, let’s party
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Give up pussy and turn homo? That’s a little extreme, don’t you think, Tommy?
Why not just compromise and switch to ladyboys?
I gotta admit I couldn’t go full blown… I love tits too much… Maybe CEC is on to something…..
@CEC32 - well I don’t know Chris those guys would probably pick up all of the worst qualities they see in women – hi we want to be like a girl – and then I’d have a real nightmare on my hands or in my hands or wherever
I almost bought one of those Love Dolls back in the 90s the ones that were going for $6 grand? But then I was thinking I ought to get a guy one and have a bunch of girls over we all get nude they get use to the doll and then decide hey he’s real let’s do him !!
But $12 grand sheesh … maybe just get the dolls and let them do the fucking
@SirJesterVampire - Ok I’ll submit, let’s have a party then, come on Chris show us your tits. Comeon, get ‘um out we know ya got them, we wanna see – hehehehe
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Now you know why he’s always wearing the shades !!
I will read your myspace. I’m interested in conspiracies..
@SignificanceOfTheMightyClit - [April 7th reply] – in order to be logically equivalent you’d have to be in a state or on and island where there was no cock.
Forestalling is the only way price can be augmented. The only means by which this can occur is by men convincing other men that men Loving men is contempt of God facilitated by women intimidating and/or ridiculing men in regards to ‘masculinity’ which is directly attributable to the synthesized “necessity’ that results from breeding mentality (see “The Great Hemp Conspiracy” and my other blogs at My Space)
Women therefore act as cock inspectors – come on show me the size and how quickly you can get hard. Ok now show me how much you cum; and then not only choose whom they think worthy on that basis denouncing and ridiculing the remainder but compuinding it by making it know to those they’ve rejected but who they are fucking, describing it maybe even publishing pictures of it. This is so bizarre a behavior that it hurts me not as a man but as a human being
All women aren’t to this degreee or extreme but I have yet to meet one that doesn’t have some aspect of the demand for money in exchange for pussy. One I know of claims to not do this and suggests that we could be together but it would cost me $963.00 to fly there. So the question is comprised of the following (1) wtf you expect me to foot the bill to fly you out (dare I add too?) and/or (2) Hey I didn’t invent the US economic system – and thus the expences are ‘built in’ to the system
The chief means for effectuating all of this is the social idea that it is supposed to be embarassing for a man to “bottom” for another man. Now people posing as Liberals claim that this is some sort of genetic mutation; that a man that does this can’t help it, there is a genetic imperative that causes him to take cock in his ass. I don’t believe that. I believe it is a matter of choice and is biologically natural
The one of two women that said fuck you (to me) for eternity after reading this yesterday would be brandished a Lesbian but in fact is merely bisexual and bi-curious about being with woman but won’t admit it to herself. This scares her since she created an epistemology based on two things (1) I use my cunt to get money from men and God intended me to do this it is natural and just the way things are meant to be (2) the fact consequent fact that she can’t face her own reality that she wants to be with women. Hence I present to her, straight in her face, unavoidably and irresistibly, the greatet nightmare of and to her existence. In fact it is so much for her she cannot face me … she cannot “look me in the eye”
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As Richard Pryor said—women got half the money and ALL of the pussy
As for the Condi picture, you MUST know that’s photoshopped
Friend, you are chasing the wrong pussy, that’s all.
@blonde_apocalypse - yeah but you don’t have internet access at home and have to be careful of copntent at work – now Barb surely you must realize that Would be a Real challenge for me.
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Well…i say masturbate and let me watch you tonight…you have my name already quindorabox. but if you feel you have no choice but to be a gufll-blown homo..there’s nothing i can do about it..though i agree with bonde..lady..maybe you’re chasing the wrong pussy..where do you live darling?
@TheEmotionallyDisturbedWoman - two miles west of Binghamton NY … it’s funny, two other girls are after me today. It’s almost as if CG relents and women wanting me then approach. She is very powerful.
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Aw. So sorry, friend. You need a night on the town prolly.
@blonde_apocalypse - well if you want to take me
of course I don’t drink or smoke and I’m Macrobiotic … I guess if we could find a place for me to eat we could go dancing !!
Actually, I like to hang out and talk. I like to drink tea. Just relax none of this “necessity” bullshit – viz., always having to prove something, always the subject of some test — I thoroughly hate that beyond description
The other thing is this idea that everyone has to fuck on the weekend, so hurry up and plan your life around that, people are watching you keeping track sheeesh
I’ve pretty much given up on the whole kit n kaboodle
Darling, your post is confusing me here. Start a new entry so us xanga challenged individuals can keep up.
@blonde_apocalypse - Hahahahaha – Ok I will
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I love to hear your thoughts. You so much smarter and better mentally than most men I know. I just finished viewing some of your links. They are very interesting.
@SignificanceOfTheMightyClit - Thanks, aside from “Leebsheh Brewskya” you’re the only person that has shown any interest
People are dopes – they’l look for the Devil to seel their soul to, but have no knowledge of anything that is usually attributed thereto
Amerika thus stand without a clue – ‘we need a President who will ask how many nuclear bombs do we have is it enough’ … hence, George Bush. Dopes
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