September 11, 2009

  • look at the cute new motherfucking format xanga fucked up for me

    fuck you

  • blow me

    So anyway there this datingish blog about a girl that can’t eat because her boyfriend of one month strating telling her she’s ugly and she’s like OMG does this happen to other girls and ths is what I said
    Women do it to men all the time – it’s usually the father’s fault for creating unachievable expectations for the girl; men suffer a similar fate but have a greater ability to rebel due to Heterosexual Patriarchy consequently they take their disappointments in life out on women; but it’s women’s fault too for being like whores – e.g., Daddy says you owe me this and this and this and they might as well say for my pussy because that’s what it is reduced to
    I saw a bisexual profile the other day and said to myself boy i wish I could learn to be as satisfied with a cock, it essentially said ‘ I got tired of all the buy her roses out to dinner and wait bullshit so now I’m just doing guys’ so that’s a factor too the man takes it out on the woman because he’d rather just be with a guy but society won’t let him and girls will make fun of him. 
    Finally what is comes down to is an obsolete paradigm that the GOP and Dixie Conservatives impose and are convincing you to hold onto. John McCain and all of those assholes represent a race of people that were thoroughly enamoured with Adolf Hitler and Mussolini – we don’t know too much about those except they killed Jews because all of the rest of their shit is 100% exactly like American Conservatism – God Family and Country – see Fellini’s “Amarcord” 
    Which all goes back to the Aeon of Horus and Aleister Crowley the Soothsayer telling the world that cruelty rules or that it will at least start out that way evolution will take care of the rest but that’s what it all has led us to. 
    The problem is Conservatives are opposed to evolution. What people have to do is learn how to Love and live their own lives instead of trying to live their parents or up to their expectations. Parents have been the key in the survival of Nazi Fascism. Exercise your freedom and see littlel Adolf spring into actiion.
    The Conservative Fascisti create role models for you to follow which led to these problems you’re having. Reject them tell them fuck you I live my own life and accept the consequences and try to find as much happines as you can because we’re all going to be dead soon. 
    Tell your bf that but to thine own self be true too 

August 25, 2009

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August 12, 2009

August 11, 2009

  • For my friend that dropped me

    I have this system of cards I Live by I followed it for over 30 years and it’s pretty accurate my card is the Ace of Diamonds – to make a long story short I’m a career person but i can be a Love person too but it’s easier being for the career so men under this card often end up with a “girl in every port” type of life and maybe dovetails the Ladies with his career – e.g., especially if it involves traveling. There are career people and maybe you’re one. I get into things deeply and it’s almost impossible to find someone that’s willing to wait while I get something done or try to understand and then after a while I realized – I don’t care – I’m enjoying myself, this is what I want to do, so maybe there isn’t just one person maybe because the career is so important one person can’t work. I thought for many years that if there was someone that was into the same things I was then we could do things together – in 54 years I met one person like that but that didn’t work out either( The 4 year LDR). I am still married but separated. I get along with my wife really well – if I’m not around her much and she accepts it, she has her own life and I never seem to be able to find anyone that would put up with me so why get divorced? I tell that to people and they think I’m crazy but so far it’s really the only sort of stable relationship that works for me – we haven’t had sex in 9 years and I haven’t either because I respect her so much. This is not to say I won’t but if I do it will be for Love and it will be with someone special. So as we get older and realize we’re all going to die and this is it then it begins to dawn on us that all there really is, is us and we have to do our own thing – when we don’t That is what causes anxiety and stress – that’s how it is with me anyway

August 8, 2009

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July 25, 2009

  • Heterosexual Patriarchy is Domesticated Whoredom

    Update: Thomas J. McAvoy was my Federal Judge – look at what he’s doing to this guy http://pressconnects.com/article/20090725/NEWS01/907250362#pluckcomments

    So if any of you are under 17, or are the government posing as such, delete yourself now. I don’t feel like getting gang raped for the next 15 years 
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    There was a small onslaught of blogs dealing with the right wing radical “Conservative” issues of abortion and having same sex. 

    Heterosexual Patriarchy is the primary means by which peasant people – us – are controlled, depredated, repressed and deprived of human Freedom and Liberty.

    The tools are (1) making Heterosexuality sacred by fabricating a moral imperative for breeding. Many people believed this for centuries until oral and anal sex became popular. The only sex that requires opposites is breeding. The other aspect is peer pressure by fabricating Heterosexuality as the “STANDARD” by which orgasms are achieved.

    Both of these means of repression require the tyranny of the majority – the Bizarro World version of John Adams – ‘we are a government of men and not laws’ perhaps worse than ‘the power of the few over the many’ but probably ‘the power of the many over the few (everyone abide by majority rule)’ is a pretence by which the few control the many – unscrupulous people find loop holes in everything, that’s why we have Equity and why the Conservatives hate it and hamstring it so much

    Through censorship and Divine Monarchy projected onto the States – ironically the States Rights enthusiasts claim that a State is not a corporate body, probably why they call the State representative body an Assembly – in order to be allowed to avoid suit under 42 USC 1983 which was enacted in pursuance of the 5th clause of the 14th Amendment which comes after the 11th. The Slaughterhouse Five claimed that the various assemblies of represented people couldn’t possibly have intended to change the relationship of the States to the Federal government when the 14th Amendment was passed while their predecessors made the opposite ruling – viz that the relation between the Federal government and the States was changed – when the Jeffersonians imposed the 11th.

    Ironically this situation creates a conflict between sovereigns – viz., NYS is an assembly of sovereigns there is nothing in the 11th Amendment that overrules the axciom of individual sovereignty – NYS Civil Rights law declares ‘the people’ sovereign – hence NYS is majority rule under the Bizarro version of John Adams

    Why is all of this? Primarily because of Christianity and Judaism – this is what the Nazi Conservatives refer to when they say our Christian-Judao heritage’ or claim that the US is founded grounded or wtf on Christian-Judao values. This is absolute bosh: there is no basis to support this Christian-Judao bosh unless you say that Natural Law requires that God is the author – in reality God is thoroughly unnecessary for Natural Law’s existence, only people are

    So be a real Jew – show your Covenant and declares your fglans as God incarnate and see what the fucking Conservatives do you

    As a Thelemite God in the sense of the Conservativism does not exist; and in that sense I am God which is consonant with the ruling of Chief Justice Jay (the 1st Chief Justice of the US Supreme Court) in Chisholm v Georgia where he coined the phrase “sovereigns without subjects”. The implications of this concept is all important in terms of our rights and Liberties which are now automatically shackled and imprisoned to the cubic alter by a non existent authority administered by an invisible God – the Conservatives are the Wizard of Oz. That is the de facto reality of the US of A; and you allow it to continue as such by living their life and abiding by their rules and standards which have veritably no efficacy alone and only have substance by your consent. 

    Just say no.

    So if you have Thomas Jefferson as Jesus Christ rather than the head of your cock and the power of the many over the few everyone abide by majority rule – then the majority can say punish the faggot, ring the split tails around the neck like the fucking Celts andbind them to service of good Roman men in matrimony – or in whoredom; the latter is as free as you’re allowed to get under the rule of men – Patriarchy – ladies – and many of them adore it and worship their men.

    So what happens to the real rebels

    The real rebels as opposed to the Red State assholes that still rule – it’s rhetorical question – we are subjects of the majority, mostly, the majority of the State – they’re easier to purchase, locally, as opposed to the national level. So ist you’re indoctrinated with religion to follow the invisible dictates of the invisible GooGaMooGa who will kick your ass if you don’t obey the Conservatives

    As long as this system continues as such no one is free except people like Dick Cheney – and look at the fucking misery he is. It’s an obsolete system that needs to be discarded so that we may get back on the right track and proceed as sovereigns without subjects

    Under that ideal all of us are God and Goddesses, Kings and Queens, except we have no subjects. Without subjects there are no imposed standards like – you have to be a Heterosexual and if you’re not married you have to buy a whore or else pay for it one way or the other 

    Or do 15 years miminum because a minor is the only one that fucks for free – it’s an illegal use of God
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    When I was a young man reading “Ramparts”, “Evergreen” and other like publications I used to like Allen Ginsberg (I liked poetry in general) but his work was to me especially Liberating, and I don’t give a fuck; fuck you, sort of celebration of free living, done with skill and civility

    Well one time Allen said [paraphrasing] ‘if a man wants to suck your cock you ought to let him because it’s so difficult under Heterosexual Patriarchy for cocksuckers to find someone to suck’ so this was a little unsettling to me because generally I didn’t like the guys that wanted to suck my cock – as with all sexually repressed cultures or rather societies subcultures evolve wherein disease and other mutant behavior occurs that wouldn’t otherwise under free and natural conditions.

    Isn’t it ironic that it’s Conservatives that want absolute freedom for businesses to ravish us peasants however they whim in abbsolute immunity yet strap chastity belts arounds our genitals leaving us to be controlled by some Domanitrix or Brutish thug whom grants us permission to cum. Conservatives are indeed a peculiar race of alien beings – no wonder they exprect us to believe in Flying Saucers, after all if there’s an invisible Authority that has to be a man, then there’s an invisible Devil and all sorts of other invisible forces like Adam Smith’s Invisible Hand !!

    Now with the internet I cam on AFF and never touch any flesh, never contract any disease and I have discovered that I don’t mind if guys watch me – why should I – and most are grateful for it. But you go to other sites like “Adultspace” and the men immediately block me like Ut O it’s a guy, he’s seeing my dick – what if my GF Finds out !! It doesn’t usually turn me on per se but I confess to being an attention whore; and many times I have dozens of men watching me and hope just one woman would come by – if nothing else for the shear sake of variety – but usually that doesn’t happen. No pay no play. So the internet makes it possible for people to have cyber sex, which is a whole topic all to itself – but these Gotdam Conservative vermin and parasites infest everything and drag along with them Heterosexual Patriarchy, the result ?

    Why the fuck should I cam with you if I’m not getting paid, which is the same as why the fuck should I fuck you without getting paid. Dinner flowers, where do you work, how much do you make let’s do it again maybe I’ll let you fuck me on the next date. Sounds like whoring to me in fact these women are referred to as “dinner whores”. This traditional value trip of the Conservative and their whoring women has essentially rendered me impotent and I think that’s the intent, because the few times I actually meet a woman that I get the feeling for, about 4 in my entire life, they reject me and would clearly marry me, fuck me or do whatever i told them to do if I paid them.

    That’s Heterosexual Patriarchy
    and Gay is the same choice

    Bisexuality is the STANDARD

    Why else would they have all of these laws; have older guys force younger guys to get drunk to fuck some prostitute or woman so fat or ugly no one would pay – hey they’re under pressure to need Love too.

    I think I’m going to resort to cute young boys – but I’ll make sure I have documentary evidence that I ID’d them 1st Lord McAvoy. There was one I got the feeling with and for. They are far and few between but what I just realized? 

    It’s exactly the same with women.

    I meet a woman I get the feeling for and my cock gets as hard as it can get, drools pre-cum, and feels wonderful. This happens with very few women and also with very few men. If people would just be honest with themselves and think this through, seriously, especially the guys – the older guys – most of the time we really aren’t turned on with a woman, regardless of her having fabulous tits or whatever and them always wanting money makes it worse, but sometimes maybe one out of 1000 really does it for us. It’s the same with you feeling like I like this guy I can put my arm around him. maybe kiss him slap him on the ass we’re just trained to not have those feelings, the main enforcer are women many of them won’t have anything to do with you if they find out you’re a cocksucker or took a cock up your ass

    For me it’s no wonder why men choose to be Gay and it is a choice – that’s just more pseudo science claiming there’s a gene – yeah there’s a gene that makes Conservatives fucking retards and another that makes assholes like you heel and obey

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    PS Obviously this needs to be edited and is not perfectly written but you can respond to it so that we may develope succinct articulation of the ideals and principles